vaguely thinking

I have my moods swing, i think everyone of us. Yet sometime we don't know that our mood could not benifits to our self especially to others. What i feel today is a mix of loneliness and upset to the situation i am with now. it is hard am just taking breathe slowly soothing the good thing. im still vague of my surroundings situations. but why should have to be bother when no one else yet care? heheh what did i wrote here when no one can understand what i am writing here? well soliquey of myself? huh? i must shut up here..hehe

have a good day everyone!:)